1 初衷

尘封着过去的秘密也续写我与着“爱情”相关的故事,只有在夜深人静的时候我才会拿出来笔来去写心中的那份情意和感觉,无论对于我是喜是忧,我不会停下手中记录的笔,就像我依旧怀着,坚持着对爱情的纯粹和追求。它能够使用我在老去的时候,依然能够使我完完整整的感受到一份来自我于成长过程中的爱情。

我将 “情” 和 “爱” 分别写在 “定情” 和 “我的爱” 两个主题笔记里面,除了小部分内容没有加密,其他大部分内容我用了 PGP 加密,并不想作为公开的发表。

  • 我的爱
    • 中心主题围绕着我自身感情,及爱情相关的问题,对于焦虑、期待、曾经、现在、未来。
    • 其次作为记录自身爱情的时间轴 (timeline) 幸福,失落,选择。

或许一个人抛开了个人头衔,周围的眼光,把自己隐藏起来,无名氏。这样在不断问心、反思、找寻自己的时候才能写出和表达一个真实的自己。

就像网络和朋友圈一样,人都愿意或者只愿意展示自己好的,漂亮的一面。一件事情一次表达经过各种考量、顾忌、剔除最后产出的东西,连自己都不知道在表达着什么,仿佛一些都是演给别人看的一场剧。

为了更好的避开这个问题,也为了自己能够准确追溯自己在感情上的成长和问题。所以我选择记录,写作而加密不公开。:)

2 最初的我

3 对过去故事的挥手

  • 谭咏麟-讲不出再见

所以我将谭咏麟的这首 “说不出再见” 歌曲放在这里,支撑我把最后的故事写完。对于过去我心里的亏欠和遗憾,兜兜转转一圈又一圈,我也从这其中找到了在感情里最重要的,被遗失的东西。它使我拨开云雾般的看清远方的路,就像内心的声音再不断的告诉我,“你值得拥有和追求更好的生活”。

我和我最初的梦,擦肩而过。

我和我最初的梦, 一再错过。

4 fall in love

4.1 故事是否还有延续的理由

4.1.1 面对

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4.1.2 我还在

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4.1.3 回忆

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5 爱的热情

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6 点滴星痕

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✘ CANCELED 7 不安

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