1 初情

  • 定情
    • 围绕着更多是 “情” 一字,问世间情为何为何物。问情、定情、了情等。倾向于谈论记录的是我对 的理解和感悟。

当一个心坎和感情纠葛挣扎,渡劫过去的时候。尤其再看到在这期间写的东西,脑海里产生过的想法以及在回溯 问心问情 的过程的时候就感觉自己好蠢,为什么会在这个问题上滞留困惑那么久? [2019-11-26 Tue 11:55]

太多别人的传说,为何没有我的梦?

2 随笔

2.1 [2019-11-29 Fri 13:58]

2.1.1 初读元稹诗词

2.2 Sun Nov 10 00:02:57 PST 2019

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3 追情

3.1 放逐

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4 定情

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5 问情

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6 了情

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